Miracle is in the unfolding of the wings!!!

Unfolding world after world! as soon as we are confident that we know it now, it unfolds another. World is full of surprises, you gets a different one; only once you leave former. Mind and Heart is not the only thing to bring together at one pace also your habits and practices to accept up-comings. Nothing is as limited as we think they are, this world is a wonderfully weird place; consensual reality is significantly flawed; no association can be trusted but all the things are possible and we all could be happy and fulfilled if we have outgoing guts to do it and the imagination to improvise. The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt. Affirmations are one special ingredient for incarnation which allows the sun inside us to burn our guts, rouses our brain cells and cultivate us to live.

बन लिया अपना पैगम्बर, तार लिया तू सात समंदर, फिर भी सुखा मन के अंदर, क्यूँ रह गया 
रे फ़कीर मान जा,  आजा तुझको पुकारे तेरी परछाइयाँ 

Deceiving own self !!!

There are two kinds of compromises in life; either been forced by others or we do it ourselves out of love.  Whatever it is, both hurts when falls into wicked hands. And the victim(we) continues compromising stupidly out of love without making other person realize anything about the change and in result we falsely raise his expectations and give him an opportunity to ruin us to the extend where we actually beg ourselves to rise again. Additionally, he thinks he is never been doubted or complained because he is perfect. He is not wrong, it’s our mistake we love him the way he is, our mistake we never point him the way he does to hurt us, our mistake we don’t correct him so he may not feel slighter, Our mistake we pacify ourselves our own in 2 days without giving him any pain, our mistake we take each & every excuse of his as one of the circumstances, Our mistake we avoid all negatives just to see one positive. It’s not him who is wrong, it’s WE who are wrong and give him an opportunity to take an advantage moreover welcomes him to rip us apart. We actually deceive ourselves to keep providing ease to him and end up hurting our own selves. The Question is Why LOVE is BLIND? Why can’t we see even with open eyes? Why we give importance to others over us? Bcoz, we are STUPID, we are MORON, we are BLIND in real manner, We don’t love ourselves, we don’t respect ourselves, we are IDIOT……… And, I M A BIG ONE.

न शिकायतें न सवाल है ,कोई आसरा न मलाल है, तेरी बेरुखी भी कमाल थी ,मेरा इश्क़ भी कमाल है ......

We don’t hate, we just know them better!!!

Holding on relationship for long is difficult and moving into the same is scary. In end we turn up saying he/she is not my forte but the truth is we started knowing them better. People take relationship as social obligation, if one in not involved they are worried else they are in hurry. It’s a craving now a days, as soon as one gets it, one grabs it like a hungry man with every possible setting. Later when these argue finishes one comes back to real one and here comes the actual presentation “this is what I AM”. Being nice is the only choice to sustain in this relationship and continue being selfish is the wish. There is a huge difference between pretending and believing in what we say. We are too smart to use powerful words like “WE” at correct places however do we really Mean it? Accepts it? Feel it? We know what to say where and we continue being both nice and selfish, mission accomplished. It’s not a question to one person specifically it’s for all of us. Why do we feed amazingly well at first which we cannot continue feeding, this act is as similar as catching a fish offering her food and later KILL & EAT.

इतने चहरे थे उसके चहरे पर, आईना तंग आ के टूट गया......

Is it really a ‘Part Of Life’ or we just comfort ourselves by saying so?

Just  learned about ‘Learning Curve’ which almost stipulates that practice makes a man perfect, a job which used to happen in 2hrs can be done in 30mins with perfection however continuous participation is an obligation. Don’t know what is life all about, is it about Living? Loving? Being Human? Or just to say Part Of Life, face it? Would not say life always have thrown threats as I have always selected smiles and accepted threats as a Part Of Life to deal with, unfortunately every threat tried to demolish every single smile I elected. Today I agree there comes, a stage in life when countless threats cannot even shake you. And, dealing with these continuously makes you perfect. I am a participant of an action movie where bombs are falling from everywhere also I am one RajniKant who is dealing with one by one without integrating each other or together without a mix. Therefore I am the perfect and real time example of ‘Learning Curve’ which PMI may use in their books. Positive enough to hold myself and keeps on appreciating motivational quotes yet human enough to get scared deep inside plus too terrified to tell myself. Doesn't want to ask WHY? anymore as I have learned accepting what god has to offer but this WHY? still haunts me. Does this mean that there was a void in my acceptance? Or acceptance means ‘what we allow is what will continue!’ Well I still believe there is an end to everything whether it’s a movie or my threats. I completely disagree to the statement ‘Part Of Life’ as it’s NOT THE PART OF LIFE at all yet would say ‘Part Of Life’ as have to choice.

ज़ेहन में तेरा कोई नक़्श बिगड़ने न दिया, एक तू है जिसे हालात से बाहर रक्खा....